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ZOLENEjust a normal and quiet who is only nineteen years old Born in her world in 22nd july. She loves to sing and dance! She's in Republic Poly - SOH, Integrated Events Management! She also loves being with her crazy friends and her beloved family. and definitely, she is a crazy fan of korean and taiwan idols. |
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Sunday, May 01, 2011
 Have you ever wonder does your friend think that you existed before? Do they just look at you for at least 1 sec and say hi to you or do they not even notice you for at least one second and treat you invisible? How about friends who actually used you or just needed you and when they got their own friends, they just totally ignore you? And how about the people around you? when you wanna talk to them, they couldnt be bother to listen to you and only respond to their friend's conversation? And then, you just gave them talking to them or stop your sentence when they stop listening to you? You remember the people who entered in your life, and you miss them a lot. You were hoping at least they would talk to you or even just say a simple word, "i miss you" but it didnt happen at all. And you wondered if you miss those people in your life, is it worth it if they didnt even miss you at all? You receive compliments from friends saying how nice you are, and all of these things that stated above happen to you, do you feel everything is just wrong? or do you think you are just like a bubble that you existed for awhile and just vanished in just a quick sec? Well, all I just asked above, was the questions I had in mind cause that is what i see in my eyes and how they treat me. there are friends that I love and in my heart, i do miss them a lot. It definitely takes a lot of courage to say someone, "i miss you" to me especially. because I am a really shy person. I can be really shy to the extent that my face does turn red because I can be embarrassed or nervous to say something. I try to motivate myself everyday in class, but i am too afraid and lack of confidence. I always try to strive myself for the best, but i do not know why is it hard for me. I tried to have a positive mindset, but I just cant face the reality. All I just need is a friend who is willing to hear me out and understand how i feel. Even this feeling inside me, I never dare to tell any of my friends because they got their problems too. What can they do to even make me feel better? Advice? Afterall, it is up to me because I am the only one that have to learn and build up my confidence. Probably the failures that I have have caused me to be demoralised. I need to feel confidence in whatever I am doing. But the problem is, where can i get my confidence from?
Sunday, May 01, 2011
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